Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Feeding the Birds.. A Winter's Delight

Hello..
I'm so glad you're here and I hope that you
enjoy your visit.

I'd like to share with you one of  my greatest delights.
Feeding the birds. 
I must confess that I enjoy their sweet company so much,
that a few years ago, I began feeding
(and watering) them all year long. 
They are my little friends.

Guess who's coming for breakfast..
dinner.. a mid-day snack
and a sip of refreshing, cool water.

Pine Siskins
Mountain Bluebirds
Pinon Jays
Purple Finches
Sparrows
Juncos
Robins
Grosbeaks
Cedar Waxwings
Flickers
Red-Bellied Woodpeckers
The Tufted Titmouse
and sometimes others...


We go through A LOT of birdseed!
Depending on the temps,
I sometimes feed them as many as 4 times a day.

At times, there are between 50-100 birds at one time.
The surrounding yard and sidewalk are thick with
sweet, hungry creatures. 
I enjoy hearing their chirping and chattering
and sometimes scolding each other.
They are such a joy and I get 
great pleasure out of knowing that I'm helping them
fulfill their basic needs of gathering food. 
And in this dry, harsh country, it's not easy
for them to find water.

A few weeks ago, during a very cold snap, I
ran out of seed!
I was not going to let my friends go hungry
and so I did a little online research
to come up with some alternatives to seed.
It was interesting and enjoyable to 
put together a healthy assortment of 
food for them.
  Here you see:
 peanut butter and jelly
chopped pecans and walnuts
chopped banana
cornmeal mixed with quick oats
And since the cornmeal and oats are so dry,
I drizzled a bit of coconut oil over the mix.
  Chopped banana is one their favorite foods!
Sometimes, I take a frozen one out of the freezer,
thaw it, split the peel open and just set it on the
sidewalk. They eat it up! I'm sure the natural sugar
is a treat and gives them a little extra energy to burn in 
that cold weather.
 The next round was popcorn...cat food and chopped
up sunflower seeds.
 ~On a winter's morn, joy flies in on the wings of birds~
I'm sure if you feed birds on a regular basis,
when you come out, your little friends are waiting for their
food. Some folks may use feeders, I tried that but I find them 
too small for all the bird friends and families to 
gather around. And it's so convenient to 
just walk out my back door, and scoop and toss. 
"Come feed the little birds, show them you care
And you'll be glad if you do.
Their young ones are hungry, their nests are so bare
All it takes is tuppence from you"
  Mary Poppins
 
It's a simple gift
to be still and watch these gentle, little
creatures find their way to my back doorstep.
And to have them stop and take a rest from their flight, wherever
they're going.  The water flies from the bird bath and
the pan as they dip and splash and spread their
little wings to shake off the water.

I just LOVE to watch them bathe. 
It's so sweet and serene and they look SO happy.
Then they hop out and make room for
the next one!

Well friends. 
I hope that life is being good to you
and that you're finding your own
delights on this winter's day.
I'd love to hear! Please, do tell.

Thank you so much for coming by and may the rest
of your week be filled with good things.

Tamara xo 



Thursday, February 11, 2016

Festive, Valentine Candy Jars


Hello everyone..
I hope you're having a wonderful week.

 With Valentine's Day drawing near, I wanted to do something
fun and festive. 
Aren't the candy colors and wrappers
just so inspiring?
I am so captivated by all that color and the 
combinations are so fun!


You know how it is when you begin with an idea
and it just grows? That's what happened
here and I had SO much fun 
creating and decorating!  And I was able
to be adventurous and work with some of my
trims and colors that I don't usually use. 

I have tried to keep my color pallets to a 
certain style for most things... neutrals and pinks mostly. 
But I find my ideas sometimes want to go beyond
these lovely shades! 

And so here, I have gone kind of
 CrAzY with color!
And I loved doing it.
 I hope that you enjoy following along
in my adventure. 
Warning.. there are lots of photos.
Some are just for fun!

I used Mason jars but
I don't recommend using these
because the lids turn separately from the bands.
And so I had to make sure that my embellishments
weren't attached to the band AND the lid or
 they wouldn't turn smoothly.

Most of my "saved" jars had labels on them and I
wasn't willing to take the time to remove them at that moment.

Materials used:
jars
streamers
gesso
paint
hot glue
Uhu adhesive
E6000 adhesive
tulle 
buttons
trims
pom poms
thrifted glasses and candleholders
Stickles glitter, red


A lovely tangle of streamers! 
Most of the bands from the mason jar lids
got a coat of gesso before I painted them.
It works so well for priming. I wasn't sure
how my acrylic paints would adhere.
Gathering the streamer and gluing..

CUTIE! It's so fun looking through
the sayings to find just the right one!
if you'd like to read it. It's interesting and nostalgic.
This lid is gessoed.
And because I didn't have the red paint that
matched, I just took a Real Red stamp pad from
Stampin' Up and rubbed it over the rim.

The center is piece of white card stock
that is spritzed with SmoochSpritz from
Stampin' Up. I'm sorry. The color isn't
labeled. And I think it's discontinued.
Crepe paper streamers! Paper of any kind is just
such fun. And those colors :)
Doesn't that look fun? 
This color pink says to me
"Let's Celebrate!"
And those little sparkles are so pretty.
This is Extreme Glitter paint by FolkArt
It's Jellybean Pink.
The band below is covered with two coats of this.
I didn't prime it and I love how the silver shows through.
Do you like it combined with the pink, frosty look?
 
I found this cute little glass at a thrift store for 50 cents.
I wasn't sure about inverting it and using it for a base.
But I decided to give it a go.
It does fit the jar well.
What do you think? 
Do you like it?
All of the bases were glued on using
the E6000 adhesive. It works
very well but the fumes are extremely toxic.
So, please, use with care. 

(I was reminded of something about my 
photography while looking at these pictures. I tend to angle 
my photos to the right. It's rather annoying! I'll have to 
be mindful of that in the future.)
All done! It was a bit time consuming 
but so very enjoyable.
Isn't this a lovely little crocheted table runner?
I found it at a thrift store a couple of weeks ago
for a small change.
What does Valentine's Day mean to you?

I used to think of it as a day to celebrate
romantic love. But many years ago, I began to see it
as another day to express love to my family and friends
as well. I also think of God's love for us.
For me.. for you.

Love can seem elusive at times.
It can seem to flitter about with the circumstances.
And it has so many faces and meanings.
But there's One's love that never changes.
Always pure
Always sincere 
and
Always present.
~His~

I hope you have a warm-hearted..feeling loved kind of day.
Thank you for being my friends!
And thank you so much for coming by.

Tamara xo

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Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Art Inspiration: My Quest .. Insecurities, Commitments and Guarding Your Dreams

Hello friends.
I hope this day finds you inspired and at peace.

Today, I'd like to share some thoughts and
revelations that have been on my heart for some time.

I call this my journey.. my quest.
 I have been blogging/journaling
about it because someday, I may want 
to re-trace my steps or share.


This involves many aspects of my life. 
There are the personal parts that
involve my own discoveries about myself
and how I have lost layer after layer
to get to who I really am.

Finding my heart.
Silencing the noise.
Unloading the clutter.

And it's also about:
CREATING
I hope that you don't mind my sharing.
(I guess that's partly why I title it like I do.
So readers can filter.)

I must say though that I find such inspiration
and feel a real connection when people
share their stories. 
Sometimes, they can be 
gritty and raw.
 I like raw. 

Raw is real.
And real is authentic.

It's where we live and learn. 
**********

This part of my journey has been difficult.
This has been a choice.
And a hard one.
But sometimes often times it's necessary to 
make hard choices to get you where you
want to go and it's wise to count the cost.

I'm not trying to be mysterious.
It's just difficult for me and it pricks my heart 
and brings tears when I think of it.
I have had to begin guarding my time very
carefully in order to 
protect it from being whittled away.

Please don't get me wrong,
I love people and doing what I'm able to 
help ease their burdens. 
And just spending time with people.
(With Quality Time being 
my first Love Language,
cutting my time with others
 has been very difficult!)
However, sometimes it can be 
unhealthy for others and yourself
if expectations and motives are out of balance. 

Recently I have begun to notice that
after hours of phone calls and texting and
visits that there is very little...and I mean
VERY little time to work at what
God has put in my heart to build on and work at.


  IF YOU DON'T 
BUILD YOUR DREAMS,
SOMEONE WILL HIRE YOU
 TO BUILD THEIRS.

Why I do what I do.

And here is the not-so-fun part of sharing. 
~Transparency~
I can be very insecure.
And so sometimes I do things for people 
because it feels safe. Then I will be liked. 
Or it makes me look good or if I am helping someone 
else, surely that makes me a good person.
Or maybe I wouldn't be liked, if I said no.
(And unfortunately, the latter has happened.)

But anyway
It's been very enlightening and freeing
 to work through all of that.
Facing my own insecurities.
The anger and disappointment of others.
The loneliness.
Sometimes it can be very lonely.
But the quiet is what I need to focus and create. 
Some understand and respect the need for
time and space and it's beautiful when that happens.


It's been a matter of serious consideration,
 getting over feelings of extreme guilt and feeling
selfish because I have had to begin to say.. 
I'm sorry.. I can't right now.
(And it's not easy because I really do care.)

 At times, it's not even people asking.
My personality is that of a nurturer
  and so it's been a combination of 
wanting to and feeling obligated.

In order to guard the time that I have to study, learn 
and create, I have had to consider my motives for and
commitments to others very carefully. 
Being very sensitive but paring down. 

Anyone who wants to dedicate time to learning and
creating knows that it takes a lot of time of focusing
and hard work!

THE ARTIST IS NOTHING 
WITHOUT THE GIFT
 BUT THE GIFT IS NOTHING 
WITHOUT THE WORK. 
Emile Zola 
I am happy to say that the most difficult part of this 
journey is past. I have come to a place where I can 
give time to people in a more pure and balanced way. 

My husband and I talk a lot about these kinds of things.
And one of the things that I want desperately for my
children to get is to be wise in their decisions.

If you have dreams, and most people do, be careful
not to create a life that locks you into spending 
most of your time doing what you HAVE to do,
 instead of what you want to do. 
Those have-tos can be created
very easily and it's SO very difficult to 
then carve out time for your...

~DREAMS~ 

Some people spend literally hours every day
working at what they love and pursuing their dreams
and goals. I would have been very grateful as a young adult
to have these nuggets of truth safely tucked away
in my treasure chest of wisdom.

But I know as I have said before, 

~I can TRUST GOD with the 
TIMING of MY LIFE. ~

I do so hope that this has been encouraging to you
today. I hope the rest of your week is filled with peace
and fulfillment.

As always, I'm grateful for your visit here.
Thank you!
Tamara Xo